Saturday, December 25, 2010

Thank you Allah =)

Assalamualaikum.. ^_^ Today i dun really wanna to rite anything, but here i would like to share sumthing... sumthing that i think might touch everyones heart..huhu i wish.. this is the lyric one of my fav songs, entittled 'Thank you ALLAH' by Maher Zain.. yup, i think this song is so special.. has indeed opened my eyes that sumtimes we, n of coz me myself forgot to say Alhamdulillah.. Thanked Him for all goodness that we had in our daily lives.. however..when it comes to bad thing, we keep wondering why Allah give us this...and that.. Am i right..? May Allah forgive us for what we ve done before..and what we have not done, even it suppose to be done.. So, shift ur paradigm~ Wake up in the morning and say Alhamdulillah for another day that u live. and remember > including me myself <, if sumthing u dislike happen and it hurts u a lot.. It does'nt mean Allah wants u in pain.. But He want to drag u away from the mistakes that u should'nt do.. take u close to Him..and filled ur heart with sincerity, patience and love..nthen Insha Allah He ll replace   ur tears with sumthing much better that u never expected.. Subhanallah..

Dear Allah.. Please do open our eyes, so that we could see 

I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah

All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.

I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.
Allah, I wanna thank You

I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope
O Allah, I wanna thank you

I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home

Thursday, December 23, 2010

: sarang heyo qoo aidan :

23 may 2009, the date that we very first met in Camellia Court Nilai Negeri Sembilan.

at that time..You so quiet but i keep talking and talking. I got it, perhaps you shy. i want to get to know u. when u were busy put ur things in ur loker. i just look. dun noe what to do. i want to help but i guess u had enough s ur parent, ur sisters also there. my eyes caught sumthing on a big envelop that cntain ur x ray neg film. ahah~ so thats ur name hehe then i called u. but u dun really like to turn. huhu after long time.. n i got to noe u better..and plus we had been 'together', then only i noe what exactly people called u. cool cool as the person is hehe ^_^. That was 1 year and 6 months ago. in mean of time, that i cannot realize.. we had been so close.. u are indeed my best friend ever.. the one who got special place deep in my little heart.. ^_^ 

currently..we have been apart from each other as rite now i persuing ma study and usim and u still in Usim, in the Dental course, Pandan Indah. I want to see u so badly. =( sumtimes..i mean most of times i feel like wan to repeat again the moment that we had before but it almost imposible happen. we both busy. we both apart. but never mind Gods willing we ll meet again.. but i ve lots of things that i want u read.. read till end ya~

1. i always miss the way u laugh that ur face become pink even sumtimes i say sumthin that really mean as a joke
2. i always miss the moments that i felt so tensed and u were there to cheer me up
3. i always miss the moment that we cook together >> prepare brekfast and dinner mostly
4. i always miss the time that, u came to the kitchen to help me when nobody s there even u looked so confused on what to do
5. i always miss that u let me borrow ur phone and hear the songs, even u want to use it so badly
6. i always miss ur face when u back to the room helpless and i pretend to sleep on ur bed so that u wont ve place to land hehe
7. i always miss ur face i heard bollywood songs. u were not into it, but pretend that u like it also
8. i always miss the time that we heard 'Suria Cinta' at Suria fm together.. then we playback again the accent of the female DJ hoho
9. i always miss u when u are not around in the house but i pretend it got nothing to do with me
10. i always miss the moment we hide in others room to eat KFC as got sumone in the house who boycott it
11. i always miss to borrow ur 'baju' and sumtimes 'tudung'... i really used to it that ur friends even taught urs are mine hoho sorry dear~
12. i always miss the time that i got into room and start to tell u todays's story
13. i always miss the time that we 'buke puase same2' huhu
14. i always miss the moment that we studied together.. u tried to make understand as hard as u can
15. i always miss the way u acting >> especially to prank me on my birthday hoh!
16. i always miss the way u eat my pasta cook.. u eat a lot.. that one that u ate it till u throw out huhu
17. i always miss the moment we in the bus together for almost 8 hours from seremban to terengganu
18. i always miss the moment that we ate together.. especially the 'udang celup tepung' kui2
19. i always miss the moment that we dating around the tasik together with nad and safwah
20. i always the moment when the time we watch movie together, we laughed together that my tummy got pain
21. i always miss the way u be at my side always and always even got people dislike me.. n then they dislike u too
22. i always miss the way u listen to to me when i got no one to hear me.. and wipe away my tears
23. i always miss that u lift me up when i felt so weak.. =(
24. i always miss we both went to smile and buy the expensive ice cream got there, and then we devour it hoho
25. i always miss the way we talked like kampung accent sumtimes.. huhu
26. i always miss when u did sumthing for others even sumtimes u dun even like it, for me also..
27. i always miss the way u said otokacho~
28. i always miss the way u studied on ur bed.. doing math.. physics.. keep reading and reading..u were so focus that sumtimes i felt so jealous u noe..huh

i always miss and miss.. but u have no idea about it.. i hope that one day we ll meet again ya.. may Allah always be at ur side, n hopefully one day.. if i got toothpain u ll treat me and that would be for free..hoho noe what, my life without you like the spagetti without sauce..uhuk2 not delicious at all mehhh~

Barakallahu alaiki daiman.. =) 

Monday, December 20, 2010

im luvin it.. : usim i my heart alwiz : 2009/2010

throo out last days =(

salamualaik to those who pass by ds blog.. i welcome u warmly =)

today is 20 dis 2010.. monday.. few days left before i end my sem break n go back tu umt hoh! a tiring moment ll begin again after 1 month i had this great honeymoon huhu maybe its x really great act s am not really goin out somewhere...havin vacation n others but i do ve special moments dat i share wif ma beloved family that imposible for me to ve it when it comes to lect time o_O 

what i got ya dis sem break.. urmmm

~ get enough rest and sleep > replace d one dat i miss < hehe
~ playing around with my sibs ^_^
~ tryin to make my youngest sist Nazira n Naqila b comfortable wif praying routines
~ plus tarbiyya them to cover up their hair whenever go out. Praise to Allah they make it
~ make new baju kurung and buyin 'jubah' hoorey! >> 2 some more hehe
~ tiny reunion with my usim friends >> arep, ubay, kucai, hooda
~ goin out wif my fetucini friends hoho >>
~ findin new identity [ regarding my tudung huhu ]
~ buyin new 'tudung' ...
~ trying new recipes from the tenet : not much act ehee ^^
~ make sum research bout general info :: hitler and holocaust, islam ad deen and syariat
~ checkin out ma tooth wif dantal > tomolo i guess huhu
~ checking out new syllabus in sem 2 > gona be a tough one.oh Allah, plis give me strength
~ make list on the chapter for each subject. truly freakin me out..ishk =i
~ contact old friends in Usim, Umt

hoh..! tired mehh.. btw.. at least i noe by lookin at dis list, i m actually make good use of my semester break..huhu now.. maybe in these last days i shud make some preparations bfore enterin the new phase of 2011. like before we all have new aim, new dream for the very beginning rite. and me my self of coz i want to be a much better person in this year, never say no agin to mom n dad, more smile, more patience in me, be nice to all my friends, istiqomah with my new looks huhu n last but not least be closer and closer to Rabbul Izzati. BE OPTIMIS! thats the way how every single thing work out well..  hohO ^_^

i had read in my fren's blog.. it stated dat..gud tip to begin ur day n make it end well is by doin this.. wake up in the morning and say "Allahu matluubi, redhohu maqsudi" ( Allah matlamatku, redho Nya tujuanku ) Insha Allah this phrase ll help us to become a better person day by day as we ve already put a trust in our heart that Allah will always be with us      no matter what..

very last word of mine..if u had all relied on Allah as u shud rely on Him, then He would provide u as He provide to the birds, who wake up hungry in the morning and return with a full stomach at dusk ( At Tirmidhi ). Thus work hard for anything that we want, but dun forget..put ur trust in Allah and everything gona be just fine. 

my lect >> Dr. K [ real name huhu ] had alredy said b4 we can be whatever we want on Earth except Nabi n Rasul as they are the chosen one, and of cos, choseb by the greatest One ever. so just struggle.. work hard for anything.. its a chance of a life time.. u ( dedicate to me actually ^^ ) wont afford to pay back the mistake if u did it once. trust me. well that s he said. a very good reminder from him i guess. i mean really open ma eyes dat moments hurmmm

yeah! i would do it! tomolo, am gona doubloe check again ma sllabus n make sum preparations needed.hoh~ someone plis wake me up tomolo huu =) till then salamualaik..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

The owner of my love after Allah and Prophet Muhammad saw. ^_^

I would like to share here some pic of my family. I still have parents who always take good care of me and my other sibs hohO~ they re Kharudin bin Muda and Maslaini bt Ariffin. they re blessed with 8 kids ( 15 years after that ) included me. hehe

1- Ahmad Fahmi Kharudin > currently 22 in 2011 <
2- Khalida Kharudin > 20 <
3- Hanani Kharudin > 19 <
4- Ahmad Nizar Kharudin > 15 <
5- Ahmad Nazmi Kharudin > 14 <
6- Ahamad Khalis Kharudin > 12 <
7- Nazirah Kharudin > 8 <
8- Naqilah Kharudin > 6 <

first one

Salamualaik everyone ^_^

Praise to Allah the mighty one dat now i could say proudly 'i am a blogger'. huhu well act i already plan to ve this long time ago, but thinking dat maybe i got nothin to share, then i pospone n keep doin that till now. hoh! d reasons why i wan to ve ma own blog is....hurm~ thinking2.. ahah! i find out from 1 of d web, dat blogging s one of d fun way dat i could improve ma language esp english. well am not really good in Eng as u can read, i keep using broken Eng hohO~ thats why am writin in Eng rite now.. > of cos not for showin off but only for goodness inside me <

Other than that i think that my own blog could b my diary n space 4 me to speak my heart out whenever i got no one to talk want to share with..ohoO that so sad of me =( 

plus plus plus, i can write out, speak out loud s i could in here...! well somtimes we got stress, got big heavy stone on our head but ve no idea to remove it..rite? so i think its an really interesting n advanced way to release tense btw.

last but not very least.. i guess it also can b a medium for me to spread da'wa direct or indirectly. even my knowledge is not that much, but one thing that i believe.. da'wa is a job, a responsible dat every muslim has in him or her. i mean, be another's reminder as we people, we human always forgot the right way n lose the very true path. might b in here i can share anything bout my deen to all my brothers n sisters plus also everyone else who are not sharing da same religion with me. i dun ve any problem with that. Sharing is caring, caring is loving, well loving is good! As we all noe~

i think thats all for this starter.. hoping dat i ll get sumthing new to write in here again and again. i m loOking forward for it~ ohOo. Insha Allah ^_^

 Till then, God bless we all. Salamualaik~